I am torturing myself. I keep on thinking about him. I wish I'm always with my friends, they're always there to remind me that Amos doesn't deserve me, and I'm better of without him. Thank you friends so much >:D<
Later, while I'll be on my way to school, I'll be listening to Christina Perri, Adele, Mumford and Sons, Cat Power, Regina Spektor, and other artists who sing sad songs. :)) I WILL HAVE MY SLOW MOTION MOMENT LATERR. Because I am sad and alone. SANA HINDI ABSENT SI SHENE AT MAYA LATER. I DON'T WANT TO BE SADDER :((
I wish Amos is really in love with that.. PERSON. I wish it's not like a relationship rebound or something. Because if it is, then he wouldn't be really be happy. Then this pain would be for nothing. I will accept this pain because this is what he wants. I mean, this is what's supposed to happen. I don't really want to be someone who'd ruin true love. I wish that's true love. It's like.. sacrificing myself :)) Now, that's true love.
I shall be happy alone. I shall be prepared for the next man. SOMEDAY. SOMEDAY I WILL GET OVER AMOS AND BE HAPPY. JUST LIKE HOW I GOT OVER MY EX BEFORE AMOS. To be honest, I got over that certain ex because I got together with Amos. So, prang rebound ko si Amos. So, THIS ISN'T TRUE LOVE?!?!!??!?! I WISH.
IF IT'S MEANT TO HAPPEN, IT WILL HAPPEN. I shall remember that, always. I should repeat that in my head over and over and over again. Just to remind myself, THAT THERE IS SOMEONE BETTER FOR ME, OUT THERE.
But for now, I WILL MOVE ON. THEN I'LL BE HAPPY. THEN, I'LL FALL IN LOVE AGAIN WHEN I'M READY.
Later, while I'll be on my way to school, I'll be listening to Christina Perri, Adele, Mumford and Sons, Cat Power, Regina Spektor, and other artists who sing sad songs. :)) I WILL HAVE MY SLOW MOTION MOMENT LATERR. Because I am sad and alone. SANA HINDI ABSENT SI SHENE AT MAYA LATER. I DON'T WANT TO BE SADDER :((
I wish Amos is really in love with that.. PERSON. I wish it's not like a relationship rebound or something. Because if it is, then he wouldn't be really be happy. Then this pain would be for nothing. I will accept this pain because this is what he wants. I mean, this is what's supposed to happen. I don't really want to be someone who'd ruin true love. I wish that's true love. It's like.. sacrificing myself :)) Now, that's true love.
I shall be happy alone. I shall be prepared for the next man. SOMEDAY. SOMEDAY I WILL GET OVER AMOS AND BE HAPPY. JUST LIKE HOW I GOT OVER MY EX BEFORE AMOS. To be honest, I got over that certain ex because I got together with Amos. So, prang rebound ko si Amos. So, THIS ISN'T TRUE LOVE?!?!!??!?! I WISH.
IF IT'S MEANT TO HAPPEN, IT WILL HAPPEN. I shall remember that, always. I should repeat that in my head over and over and over again. Just to remind myself, THAT THERE IS SOMEONE BETTER FOR ME, OUT THERE.
But for now, I WILL MOVE ON. THEN I'LL BE HAPPY. THEN, I'LL FALL IN LOVE AGAIN WHEN I'M READY.
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