Stop lying.

I don't want to lie to myself anymore. I really do love him, and I'm still madly in love with him. And it hurts. It hurts to be left alone, clueless and still in love. I did not choose this.

I wish we're still together. Or.. I wish my future husband would be with me sooner. o_o

Do you know what I really think? I think I'll get over him as soon as the next guy comes in. Now when would that be? SOONER PLEASE :(

I am not who people see as a beautiful person, so I don't know why guys would choose me anyway. That makes me sad a bit. :))

I wish the person I like right now would just tell me he likes me, then we'll start on our movie-worthy love story.

Alam niyo ba. I texted Amos earlier. I texted him so many things, so many dramatic things to be exact. I got disappointed with myself but at the same time, I really wanted him to know those things.

When we were together, his password's Lovekodikko@06, JUST SAYING. :))

It's not that I can't give him up, it's that i chose not to. Because we were happy, at least that's what I think we were feeling then. And we went through big things you can't imagine.

Maybe if I was already with a new guy, Amos would get jelly and tell me everything, what he really feels. Because I really don't believe everything that's happening. I mean, who would be in love with that girl? JOKE. THAT'S MY BITTER SIDE BTW =)))))))))))))))

Why I don't believe him: I still live in the past. I can still remember everything he told me. He loves me. Maybe, he loved me.

I'm really sorry for what I made him go through. I wish our paths didn't cross like, 6 or 7 years ago.

I wish I didn't just fall in love with you. I wish you could just be happy while not hurting me.

What is this shit. Imma go. Bye.