Do you know how much I love having my friends? NO YOU DON'T. Because I love them so much that I can't even imagine how super duper messed up my life would be without them.
My life would be more messed up without them.. than without Amos. Amos is just one person. And my friends.. they're the most awesome group of people that I can't live without.
This is a special night. I just remembered how lucky I am to have friends like Ayra, Maykel, Gew, Abby, and Shene. HI GUYS. PLEASE KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU SO MUCH >:D<
This night. I won't let one person ruin my life. I won't let one person depress me into insanity. I won't let these things happen anymore. Because unlike for you, I'm important for some people. They appreciate who I am. And I'm very very stupid to think that you can solely make my life better. Which is not true. Because my friends.. they're the most important people in my life right now. And I don't need you to be a better person, or to have a better life. I will get by. I will get over you. Not tonight, but probably soon. Because this night made me stronger. This night made the whole process a lot faster, and easier.
I lost you. And I have to accept that. And that would probably make me cry for nights. And yes, I will still want you. But now I know that I deserve better. And you don't deserve me. See, we're not meant for each other. And if we were, well then maybe someday we'll meet again.
You've waited four years. Maybe it's my turn to wait?
I have to let you go. I can honestly honestly honestly say that I will let you go. And I promise not to turn around this time.
And I love you. SO MUCH. Always.
My life would be more messed up without them.. than without Amos. Amos is just one person. And my friends.. they're the most awesome group of people that I can't live without.
This is a special night. I just remembered how lucky I am to have friends like Ayra, Maykel, Gew, Abby, and Shene. HI GUYS. PLEASE KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU SO MUCH >:D<
This night. I won't let one person ruin my life. I won't let one person depress me into insanity. I won't let these things happen anymore. Because unlike for you, I'm important for some people. They appreciate who I am. And I'm very very stupid to think that you can solely make my life better. Which is not true. Because my friends.. they're the most important people in my life right now. And I don't need you to be a better person, or to have a better life. I will get by. I will get over you. Not tonight, but probably soon. Because this night made me stronger. This night made the whole process a lot faster, and easier.
I lost you. And I have to accept that. And that would probably make me cry for nights. And yes, I will still want you. But now I know that I deserve better. And you don't deserve me. See, we're not meant for each other. And if we were, well then maybe someday we'll meet again.
You've waited four years. Maybe it's my turn to wait?
I have to let you go. I can honestly honestly honestly say that I will let you go. And I promise not to turn around this time.
And I love you. SO MUCH. Always.
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