I can't say this enough, pero grabe, MY FRIENDS ARE THE BEST PEOPLE EVER. Sobrang, I love them. I'd probably be dead without them. LITERALLY DEAD. Okay lang kahit binubully ako ng mga peeps, I still feel your love =))))))))
I've been so happy lately. I keep on thinking that something bad will happen soon. I can just feel it, for months now. You'll probably know via twitter and/or facebook if ever that bad thing would actually happen because.. Yeaaaaa, I'm a social network person. :))
Tonight, I feel like something's missing. I'M NOT SURE WHAT IT IS EXACTLY. I mean, maybe a lovelife, but I don't want to be in a commitment right now actually. I just want to share my happiness with someone, and I don't want to feel alone. I bet none of you got that. I want someone to whom I could tell all my stories to.
Am I selfish? I also want someone who depends on me. Like, I want to feel like someone needs me, as in.. I'm the most important person in someone's life. Does that make up for my selfishness? Wait, that's more selfishness! What's wrong with me :(
Maybe I'll be happy then? Or maybe not. Probably not.
But wait, I don't know what the meaning of happiness is anymore. What is happiness, really? Can I really reach that state, like.. permanently? Happiness is like a temporary high. It will soon be gone. So, what's the point of wanting it anyway? Yea, life's too complicated for me, kill me now.
I'm "chasing down every temporary high" sabi ni Stacie Orrico. I'm chasing happiness. Hindi ba lahat naman tayo? Who would want to be sad :( After happiness, there's no other way forward but to be.. unhappy. SO, WHAT TO DO?! Live life and don't think about stuff. Yea that's the solution. Thank you brain cells, may you rest in peace.
I've been so happy lately. I keep on thinking that something bad will happen soon. I can just feel it, for months now. You'll probably know via twitter and/or facebook if ever that bad thing would actually happen because.. Yeaaaaa, I'm a social network person. :))
Tonight, I feel like something's missing. I'M NOT SURE WHAT IT IS EXACTLY. I mean, maybe a lovelife, but I don't want to be in a commitment right now actually. I just want to share my happiness with someone, and I don't want to feel alone. I bet none of you got that. I want someone to whom I could tell all my stories to.
Am I selfish? I also want someone who depends on me. Like, I want to feel like someone needs me, as in.. I'm the most important person in someone's life. Does that make up for my selfishness? Wait, that's more selfishness! What's wrong with me :(
Maybe I'll be happy then? Or maybe not. Probably not.
But wait, I don't know what the meaning of happiness is anymore. What is happiness, really? Can I really reach that state, like.. permanently? Happiness is like a temporary high. It will soon be gone. So, what's the point of wanting it anyway? Yea, life's too complicated for me, kill me now.
I'm "chasing down every temporary high" sabi ni Stacie Orrico. I'm chasing happiness. Hindi ba lahat naman tayo? Who would want to be sad :( After happiness, there's no other way forward but to be.. unhappy. SO, WHAT TO DO?! Live life and don't think about stuff. Yea that's the solution. Thank you brain cells, may you rest in peace.
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