So, I saw Amos yesterday. Yep, he's still so cute :3 I tried to avoid looking at him, but his cuteness is like.. magnetic O_O :))
We didn't talk to each other. We didn't even greet each other. Mainly because we didn't have the chance to. I think he was trying to avoid me? I don't know exactly. I talked to his dad and siblings, so.. I really don't know. :))
What I'm really thinking about is.. Why is he doing this? I mean, what are his true feelings? Because I can SOMEHOW feel like.. he's lying to himself. But, what do I know. I didn't get to talk to him for the past few months anyway. Maybe he's in a different state of mind now? Maybe he's a different person now? Well, I doubt that.
How I wish he'd be mature enough to face all of the things he did wrong. I wish he'd just apologize to me SINCERELY.
I wish he's really happy with his life right now because I can't do anything to help him be happy. GETS NIYO BA KO? :|
Teach me how to let go.
We didn't talk to each other. We didn't even greet each other. Mainly because we didn't have the chance to. I think he was trying to avoid me? I don't know exactly. I talked to his dad and siblings, so.. I really don't know. :))
What I'm really thinking about is.. Why is he doing this? I mean, what are his true feelings? Because I can SOMEHOW feel like.. he's lying to himself. But, what do I know. I didn't get to talk to him for the past few months anyway. Maybe he's in a different state of mind now? Maybe he's a different person now? Well, I doubt that.
How I wish he'd be mature enough to face all of the things he did wrong. I wish he'd just apologize to me SINCERELY.
I wish he's really happy with his life right now because I can't do anything to help him be happy. GETS NIYO BA KO? :|
Teach me how to let go.
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