Last night, I discovered that.. when my ex was asked what was his biggest regret, he said it was Clare. Clare is this uber pretty friend I have, she's so fucking cute =)) I didn't know Amos had a thing for Clare, or I just couldn't remember.
This made me realize that I am not pretty. I mean, boys would like me because they could have me. They have a chance with me, not because they think I'm special or anything. :( It really made me sad. So, I've decided to lay low on guys. I mean, what the fuck, why am I wasting time on making someone like me. If we were meant to be together, then he would've already liked me, I think. My point is, I don't want to force anyone to like me. I mean, I don't want to make the first moves anymore. I will wait, someone will like me. Medyo bata pa naman ako, may mabibighani pa sa'kin siguro. (A line form a Sugarfree song)
Why can't I just live happily without any guy. I know I can, but I don't know how to. I'm the most lovestrucked person I know. Searching for love has become my obsession.
This made me realize that I am not pretty. I mean, boys would like me because they could have me. They have a chance with me, not because they think I'm special or anything. :( It really made me sad. So, I've decided to lay low on guys. I mean, what the fuck, why am I wasting time on making someone like me. If we were meant to be together, then he would've already liked me, I think. My point is, I don't want to force anyone to like me. I mean, I don't want to make the first moves anymore. I will wait, someone will like me. Medyo bata pa naman ako, may mabibighani pa sa'kin siguro. (A line form a Sugarfree song)
Why can't I just live happily without any guy. I know I can, but I don't know how to. I'm the most lovestrucked person I know. Searching for love has become my obsession.
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