"I want a relationship that is just right, not like what's happening now, it's too much. I want us to have time for ourselves. I want neither my world to depend on you, nor your world to depend on me. I want us to prioritize our studies, then ourselves, and then our relationship. We should trust each other and believe that we will get through everything together. We should let each other grow. The role of each other in each other's life is to be there, and never let each other feel sad and/or lonely."
I just want to be happy. I want everyone that became a part of my life, still be a part of my life. I don't want friendships to end just because of a relationship. That's just stupid. I want a boyfriend who would trust me, and support me no matter what. I am not happy now, but it's not yet too late to fix things up. So, my deal is this: Love me or leave me. Love me in a way that I want to be loved. Give me a relationship that is just right. Or else, you can just leave me. I'm tired of you hurting me, whenever you make simple things overcomplicated. I love you, but I don't want this anymore. I know I should accept who you are, but this just isn't right anymore.
Okay, why am I making a personal message, a blog? It's because I can say my thoughts a little clearer in black and white, and blogs don't have a character limit. And maybe because I don't want to say this to him yet. He would not read this anyway. I will tell him everything sooner or later.
I don't want him to leave me, though. I need him actually. I just need him to be there. I don't know how I can go through life if he chooses to leave me. Have it all, or lose it all.
I just need to let things out.
I just want to be happy. I want everyone that became a part of my life, still be a part of my life. I don't want friendships to end just because of a relationship. That's just stupid. I want a boyfriend who would trust me, and support me no matter what. I am not happy now, but it's not yet too late to fix things up. So, my deal is this: Love me or leave me. Love me in a way that I want to be loved. Give me a relationship that is just right. Or else, you can just leave me. I'm tired of you hurting me, whenever you make simple things overcomplicated. I love you, but I don't want this anymore. I know I should accept who you are, but this just isn't right anymore.
Okay, why am I making a personal message, a blog? It's because I can say my thoughts a little clearer in black and white, and blogs don't have a character limit. And maybe because I don't want to say this to him yet. He would not read this anyway. I will tell him everything sooner or later.
I don't want him to leave me, though. I need him actually. I just need him to be there. I don't know how I can go through life if he chooses to leave me. Have it all, or lose it all.
I just need to let things out.
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