My system's now filled with sadness and disappointment. I guess having a day for yourself is too much to ask. So.. oh well, I'm not special enough to have my birthday considered special. I'm just another dot in a world where everything's possible.
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Only recently have I considered me having to win all the time as an issue. I wouldn't even notice it without my boyfriend pointing it out for me. Well, I assumed that everyone has their competitive side in them, so I never really considered it an issue. Until me and my boyfriend had been constantly arguing because of it. My boyfriend is the kindest boyfriend ever, so he lets me win all the time. I don't really know what exactly is his side of the story, so I can't elaborate much on the topic. What I know is that he's fed up with all my unfair winning at everything.
I want to change, of course. I want to be better for him. But, I don't know where to start. I don't even know how. And I'm not even sure if I can really keep up with this change, so nothing's really happening. Actually we've decided to break up, so.
